Sunday, January 24, 2010

No longer pissed - now happy

I am not unhappy or pissed at all. I have a new guy, slept with him the first time last night, and am somewhat in love. He's great, and he gives me everything Don refused to give. I guess that's the end of this blog.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Quote-Happy-unquote new year

173. Having my SIL try to order me around, then getting cast as the bad guy for standing up to her.
174. Having my shithead nephews diss my mother and try to steal from my father.
175. Being stupid enough to get goaded (by histrionic mom) into doing something aggressive against stupid nephew.
176. Thusly getting holy hell brought down on me from bitch SIL indirectly through my parents.
177. Having Mom and Dad both cower to this asshole family.
178. Having my mother throw me under the bus after I risked a lot to do what I believed was helping her.
179. Having my mother tell me "Call your doctor. You need help" when I call her on manipulating me.
180. Having killer neck pain for a week that spasms from the cold. Did I mention it's been 17 degrees here?
181. Nearly passing out from a new med.
182. Apologizing to my brother for interfering and hearing absolutely no response. Probably because I didn't apologize to bitch SIL for standing up to her. She might very well have deleted my message.
183. Having asshole ex-bf do his classic "call to complain/trump up some reason to get offended/huff off in angry self pity" tactic, which usually comes when he's done something he knows would upset me and wants to justify his behavior.
184. Needing to go back on mood regulators.
185. Having to continually weigh "I can't stand to be freezing cold all the time" vs. "I don't want a $300 heating bill."
186. My hair is very thin and it looks like shit.