Thursday, October 29, 2009

A Thursday night

158. I'm pissed that my crappy ex, whom I KNOW is an asshole, liar, jerk, LIAR, JERK, who I think finally came home from Asia today, because he emailed me yesterday from the airport, is now avoiding contact when I debase myself by trying to call and chat on the PC. Yeah, I'm real pissed at both of us for that. I'm crying mad, that's what I am.
159. I'm mad that my work is so time-intensive and goes so slowly but I have exactly 14 days to get a Web site of old material revitalized and live.
160. I am so mad that I just don't have any time left to find real love. That I absolutely wasted nearly every year of my adulthood on phantoms. I'm crying mad about that too.

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